Our relationship may be partial, but my devotion is not
Ever since I started dipping my toes in the world of BDSM and the public scene, I learned that relationships are far from what most know them to be in the vanilla or mainstream world. That’s not to say that the typical, socially accepted and traditional relationships do not have a place in BDSM, but rather that the possibilities and combinations become endless. That is one of the things that has made my journey a joyful one, because I could explore what time, energy, preferences, feelings (you name it) would bring my way, with no shame or judgement. But whether you identify as a man or a woman, gender fluid, pansexual, bi-sexual, queer, lesbian, gay, poly or mono, or whether you are on the D (or left side) of the slash as a Dominant, Master, Top, Owner and so on, or the s (or right side) as a submissive, slave, bottom or property, there are values that are essential to the existence of the relationship, just like in the vanilla world: trust, respect and consideration.
I had a Master once. I also had an Owner after that. I was never collared, and neither of those dynamics were of public knowledge. Partially because of insecurities, but also because they were a work in progress, something that was still in the very early stages of negotiation and being molded and defined. It takes a long time to get to know someone and figure out if they are the right…
